new year

hopefully the tides will change.

my resolutions for this year:
-stop biting my nails.
-get happy.
-pay off debt.
-go to israel.
-get a job i like.
-get some direction in my life.
-find a guy i really like.

new year's eve was not so thrilling. i went to a party with some friends at this random guy's apartment. he hired a dj and bouncer. penthouse. terrace. cigarettes. lots of vodka (i only consumed one drink). my friend picked up the host. i told her that he is a dork made cool by money! so true. i met no one of interest. though it was nice to go somewhere that didn't have the usual scenesters from my 'hood, and rather a random crowd. gotta meet some new people. sick of the old. bring in the new.

back to work in a couple days. not so happy about that. i think i was happier unemployed. unfortunately. i could be making as much money as i make in a day in one hour if i were in my old industry...and freelancing. freelancers make damn good money. before expenses such as health insurance and overhead. but still. i miss that life. always greener on the other side.

on the plus side, it is winter. which means skiing. i want to go out west this year, but it's too expensive :(

apologies for the stream of conciousness/lack of capitalization/sentence fragments today. don't take me less seriously... i promise not to do it again (okay, i lied. i most certainly do not promise....i have a bit of a committment problem. but more about that another time.)